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as what ever show on my face is always smiling and laughing happily, but i am actually unhappy.
most of those "memorial able things" makes me sad, you will never know bout it, since i never tell u my sadness since the day we less contact...
i cried in the bathtub when i bath, my eyes were soaked when i was alone and i not bother by anyone.
the "memorial able things" i had promised myself to keep in my wallet, although i dont like to keep any things in my wallet, hopes that keeping in wallet can always remind me that there is a group of fren of u guys, will never leave me alone, will loving me as god love the human on earth.

i cant forget the day, when 4 of us step into the same shop, and you 2 totally dissapeared.. i was so scared, i keep calling u by phone, keep finding u around the shopping mall, although at last i saw u standing infront of me, but i couldnt calm down myself. i did wan to hug u, but i stop myself and hiding behind the wall somewhere behind u, as what i had promised [i will always be with u]

**hugging for everyone**

!!! hug me tighly please !!!