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02/05/08
ONCE AGAIN FEELING THE WORLD IS NOT FAIR~

the earth, is not as round as what had set in humans' brain by the scientist....

the human on the earth is not as friendly as what had set in my mind...

this is a example set in my mind...
[food which prepared by LOVE is always delicious...]
don u think its a good thinkings? and its the thinking taken from the movie/ story, even from the others article and magazines...

but what i had done today was.....spending whole of my afternoon busy preparing "BIN's JELLY" and "fuk zhu yu mi"....hmm...was busy since i reach home at 3 30 pm till 5 30 pm...my hand was "zhou zhou" due to soaked in water for a long period of time...

was very tired ...even feel asleep in school time...account tuition (RM10 for 90 minutes)...hmm...yet after i reached home i am stil busying with those food...for the church meeting which will be held in my house...

hmmm...everythigs seem hard to swallow...haiz...no one eat "bin's jelly" ...is it not as Q as what i promised ?...so Pooh dint really eat as well...i was swallowed non stop...what to do?..no one want to eat...so i should clear all those rubbish by myself...
how to clean?...throw?...IMPOSSIBLE...so i keep on swallow it lu...i swallow 2 bowl out of 4 bowls...what the hell~ i almost vomit le...SHIT IDIOT STUPID FUCKING JELLY~! ....................
i hate u~!

bout the "fuk zhu yu mi"...is...barlie cook in pandan water with ..bean stuff...?
err...people was drinking happily when they know its barlie...but its also the nightmare...
Guest : "WAT is those things? paper?"
Mummy : "no~ its was "fuk zhu"...but bin put the wrong one...so its is hard to eat..."
for little children they hate things without sugar...so after drinking for a mouth..they throw those Barlie to their parents...
what is bin diong?? ==> i am looking and hearing aside lu.... I AM SMILING ALL THE TIME ANYWAYS.....but...my heart is bleeding ....anyone knows?.....nope...no one...if there is someone know...they might ask me...or...caring me..?...or...somethings...

really hope that there is someone who can lend me "LOVE AND CARE" ....its not because i am a LOVE AND CARE member so i don need any others love and care..

should i simply find a gal as my gf for cheating her...to want her to give me fully love and care?
hmm...its seem like cheating people but...no one lend me their love...their caring...

"ROBIN u free on sunday?"
"why? anythings?"
"u will know later"
"ok.."
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"coming sunday ..dewan suarah...830 to 1100...3rd floor....sch uniform....blazer...WAJIB"
"o..ok"

u think that i am feeling nice with what i was given?...nope...its like always been bullied by the others...don u think so?...whatever...whenever...given me...i am always swallowed it...other than swalloed it what can i do?...

not going to continue my blog anymore...my MOOD really DOWN ... !#$%^@*^& ....